Thank you God for making this day much easier.  It was kind of a rough start but I definitely felt an improvement as the day wore on.  
A headache woke me up at 3am and pretty much stayed with me all day.  It wasn't horrible but present enough to affect my mood.  I wasn't as hungry as yesterday and my will power was slightly stronger.  I still had cravings and the sight of some food was mild torture.  A sympton I hadn't been told about (but makes complete sense!) was fatigue.  My energy level was soooo low. All I wanted to do was lay down and take a nap.  I spoke with my sis, my coach, and she says "Oh yeah, of course."  Excuse me sis but a heads up on that would have been appreciated!  All I kept hearing about the cleanse was that I would feel a lot of energy.  I was thinking I did something wrong.  Anyhow, somehow everytime I talk to her I feel better.  So soon afterwards I felt better and got a surge of energy late in the day at work.  The hunger pangs were pratically gone and my brain wasn't going as crazy.  My meals today were planned better so I felt more in control.  
**A good example of my self control / will power - my friend came to my house and ate In 'n Out in front of me.  I didn't go nuts but I also couldn't bare to see him eat so I busied myself cleaning and chatted while he ate.  To be fare, he didn't know I was cleansing. He now knows and promises to eat before he visits. ;-)
Tomorrow is my first day of just drinking the tonic and no veggies, fruit, or nuts.  I'm scared but I hope that my will power and appetite will be on my side.  
Well time to go to bed.  I can't wait 'til tomorrow's post! :-)
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